‘I was born Palestinian’: Laila El-Haddad’s story of trying to return home to Gaza

Last week Laila El-Haddad's story of trying to get into Gaza to visit her family made its way across the Internet. El-Haddad was detained at the Egyptian border and eventually forced to return to the US without entering Gaza. Part of what made this story notable is that El-Haddad was giving real time updates over Twitter.

El-Haddad has now written up her entire story on her blog Raising Yousuf and Noor: diary of a Palestinian mother. Please go read the incredible post.
Phil has been writing a lot about Kafka lately, but El-Haddad's story takes the cake. Here's one passage:

Officer #1 divided up the room into regions: the 5 or so south Asians
who were there for whatever reason-expired paperwork, illegal
documentation- were referred to as "Pakistan" when their attention was
needed; The snoozing, sleep-talking woman in the back was "Indonesia";
and the impeccably dressed Guinean businessman, fully decked in a sharp
black suit and blue lined tie, was "Kenya" (despite his persistence
please to the contrary). There was a group of Egyptian peasants with
forged, fake, or wrongly filed Id cards and passports: a 54 year old
man whose ID said he was born in 1990; another who left his ID in his
village 5 hours away, and so on.

By this point, I had not slept
in 27 hours, 40 if one were to count the plane ride. My patience and my
energy were wearing thing. My children were filthy and tired and
confused; Noor was crying. I tried to set her cot up, but a cell within
a cell did not seem to her liking and she resisted, much as I did.

We took the opportunity to chat when officer #1 was away. ""So what did you do?" asked Kenya, the Guinean.

"I
was born Palestinian" I replied. "Everyone in here is being deported
back home for one reason or another right? I bet I am the only one
being deported away from home; the only one denied entry to my home."

Officer
#1 returned, this time he asked me to come with him "with or without
your kids". I brought them along, not knowing what was next.

Read the entire story here.

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  1. Mark Regev says:

    In the JPost article where The US Senate included a measure to restore full funding for foreign aid to the budget it approved late Thursday, increasing chances that the pool of money including assistance for Israel wouldn't be cut.

    Theres a second part on immigration reform for the US
    ———————-

    The petition urges the government to take legislative action rather than conduct wide-scale raids on illegal immigrants,

    The coalition was welcomed by two Jewish members of Congress, Rep. Jan Schakowsky (D-Illinois) and Rep. Jerrold Nadler (D-New York), who said they would urge immigration reform that would act humanely toward the 12 million undocumented workers in America.

    http://www.jpost.com/servlet/Satellite?cid=1238562906554&pagename=JPost%2FJPArticle%2FShowFull
    ——————–

    Hey guys, how about similar pressure for Israel to drop its draconian immigration policy?

  2. Jim Haygood says:

    What a disgusting woman! Why would any mother knowingly put her children through that? Then again, these are the people who raise their babies to be suicide bombers. I guess I'll never understand them. Don't care to understand them, really.

  3. Paul Malfara says:

    SOG,

    You can use your real name, we can smell you. Stop hiding behind the great Jim Haygood's moniker. Go back to wanking your 50 mm machine gun.

    PM

  4. Gert says:

    However is making that disgusting comment (as Jim H.), I sincerely hope a Qassam hits you in the testicles: people like you can't be fit as fathers.

    I've linked to that story too. I hope people realise that the time it takes to read it pales into insignificance compared to the time this lady and her two children spent in limbo…

  5. Reminds me of the journey of the St. Louis, albeit, one hopes, with less dire ultimate consequences.

  6. tree says:

    On a similar Kafka-esque note, I found this description of life in Azzun Atma, a Palestinian village in the West Bank, on a blog called "Israel's Backyard".(Its written by an Israeli woman in Machsom Watch.) link to draykcab.wordpress.com
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    The new checkpoint / roadblock at ‘Azzun ‘Atma leaves ten household outside the village. It is hard to believe, but there are Palestinians who need to go through a checkpoint on the way to the grocery store and back again. It is hard to envision the sight of a 13 year-old boy approaching a soldier, showing her a permit, and passing through the checkpoint. A few minutes later he returns with the groceries. It is hard to envision, but I saw it. And not one boy, but several. The amount of groceries is examined, there is a quota for every household.

    The village is now sealed on every side. Entry and exit are dependant on examination and the presentation of an ID. The gate closes at 9pm. A local told me that a few days ago he took his daughter to the hospital and couldn’t come back in time. He stayed to sleep there. Others tell how the army uses the main street of the village as a security road. Every night there is traffic of military jeeps. Soldiers stop people and ask to see their IDs, question them as to where they live. We stand together with the locals by the parking lot and they tell us about their lives with the new military presence. Unbelievable. In other villages the occupation takes place outside the village. Within the village it is possible to move around (that is, most of the time, excluding times of curfew, or instances of a grass widow. A presence of the Border Police, on the other hand, is considered routine). But still, it is possible to pop in to the grocery store, like any person, to go visit a family member. Not in ‘Azzun ‘Atma.

    And here's a description from her friend Daphne, of the bizarre and oppressive conditions in Azzun Atma:

    Picture yourselves coming one day back home from the supermarket with your groceries, and at the entrance of your building a policeman asks you to see what you have. “Pitas?” he says while counting them, “you’re only allowed 5.” “But we’re 4 people at home, 5 pitas won’t be enough.” But he pulls out the bag 5 pitas and puts them aside. “Sorry, only 5.” From another bag he takes out potatoes, measures the bag with his eyes and takes out half, pulls out a few tomatoes from another bag, and 6 eggs from the box: “you’re only allowed 6.” You watch stunned – is someone actually going to tell you how many eggs to eat? How many tomatoes to put in your salad? Yes!! Well, perhaps not to you personally, but if you were a Palestinian, this situation would not be unthinkable.

    ‘Azzun ‘Atma is a village locked within the separation wall between the settlements, Oranit, Elkana and Sha’arei Tikva. In order to leave these settlements within the Israeli area, this village is locked by the wall from all its sides. A prison within a prison, that’s the right word for it, and not the “clean” term used for it: Green Line Seam Exclave.

    On the northern side, leading to the West Bank, the checkpoint is manned by the army. A hard checkpoint. Lots of soldiers, male and female, a room for metal detectors, a guardhouse and the carousels. Everyone, including pregnant women and infants, has to go through the metal detector room. On the southern side, leading towards the settlement road 505, a new checkpoint is being constructed these days.

    Both checkpoints close down at 9pm. An entire village, a few thousand people, children, elderly, women about to give birth, people with heart condition – all are well-locked behind walls, fences, barbed wire, armed soldiers and guard-posts. Not terrorists, unarmed. Farmers (‘Azzun ‘Atma had free passage to Israel for over two years and did not produce a single attempt for a terrorist attack). Like Qalqilya, and like many other villages that the Separation Wall has separated between them and the most fundamental right there is – the right to freedom. And as if all that is not enough, ten households of the village are on the other side of road 505, on the other side of the wall.

    But, every exception is supplied with its proper oppression. Each resident of those ten households is examined on its way home, including its belongings and anything purchased in the village. The army has allocated rations that a person is allowed to bring home. 10 pitas, a kilo of potatoes, etc. Even if it’s a person with 9 children, a grandfather and grandchildren. Even if it’s a person with a household of 20 people. Maybe if he goes to Qalqilya at the office of the DCO (District Coordination Office), stands in line for a whole day, he will get a special permit for some extra rations. But in the name of all the people, of members of my family, who are haunted to this day by the shadows of days behind barbed wire and armed soldiers, I want to ask: what has become of us?

    link to draykcab.wordpress.com

  7. BluePearl says:

    Dr. Shlomo Sand, a professor in Israel, has some interesting things to say. Jonathan Cook summarizes his latest research:

    1. "… until little more than a century ago, Jews thought of themselves as Jews only because they shared a common religion. At the turn of the 20th century, he said, Zionist Jews challenged this idea and started creating a national history by inventing the idea that Jews existed as a people separate from their religion."

    2. the current Palestinians were in fact the ancient Jews who later converted to Islam

    3. the kingdoms of David and Solomon were legends

    4. there was no exile

    Dr. Sand's solution to the IP conflict:

    " that most of today’s Jews have no historical connection to the land called Israel and that the only political solution to the country’s conflict with the Palestinians is to abolish the Jewish state."

    http://www.informationclearinghouse.info/article21020.htm

  8. Jaffr says:

    At the western end of the WB village of Mas'ha, not far from Azzum Atma, there is a single house (and family) wedged between the Wall and the fenced-off settlement of Elkana. The Palestinians need a key from the occupying Israeli soldiers to get in and out of the special locked gate to their house — a one-family ghetto!

    The Wall, as usual, runs as close as possible to the built-up Palestinian areas, cutting off the maximum amount of land for the settlers and never mind the hardship for its owners and inhabitants.

  9. Chris Berel says:

    Thanks pearl. The same self styled experts insisted the majority of 'palestinians' are recent immigrants from syria, egypt, yemen, iraq, brought in by the higher wages paid by Jews.

    Go figure.

  10. lurker says:

    Laila's whole story is must reading. So you know what your tax dollars are supporting and why
    your nation's soldiers are in the Middle East. Email it to everyone you know.

  11. Eurosabra says:

    An Egyptian in Cairo, working for the Egyptian ministry of Internal Security, deports a US-non-permanent-resident Palestinian woman to the US instead of allowing her to enter Gaza, for Egyptian reasons relating to Egyptian policy towards the Hamas-governed Gaza Strip.

    End aid to Egypt and Hamas now!

  12. Citizen says:

    Yes, end aid to Egypt, which is only the glue to keep Egypt from sparring with Israel, so in effect also aid to Israel (at the expense of USA taxpayers and the average Egyptian under the Egyptian
    tyranny).

  13. rykart says:

    Pearl..had read San's piece in le monde Diplomatique. Great stuff.

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