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Everyone was united under one motto: We have a right to return to our historic homeland

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On Land Day, March 30, I set out with my three 12-year-old children, husband and other family members to join an estimated 30,000 other Gazan Palestinians for the first day of the Great Return March to the border with occupied Palestine [Israel]. Every day until May 15, the anniversary of the Nakba [“catastrophe” when more than 750,000 Palestinians were forced from their homeland during Israel’s creation] we will camp by the border to remind the world that we have a right to return home.

It took me 45 minutes to get to the eastern border of Gaza City. We passed through the densely populated neighborhood of Shejaiya, where a terrible massacre took place during the 2014 Israeli war on Gaza. The streets were congested with Friday morning vendors whose faces reflected the miseries and toils of Gaza life. Mule and horse-pulled carts dominated al-Mansoura Street as I rode in the car; I realized I had actually never been to that part of the city before!

Palestinian protesters use a reflective mirror to divert the attention of members of the Israeli forces during a tent city protest at the Israel-Gaza border, in Khan Yunis in the southern Gaza Strip, on April 2, 2018. (Photo: Yasser Qudih/APA Images)

When we reached the Israeli border area, tents and seating areas places where people were to sit were placed about 700 meters from the fence that separates Gaza from the rest of occupied Palestine. My eyes beheld a heavenly scene of a vast, green area on the other side of my country. (The area now known as Israel has plenty of water, unlike Gaza!) My heart raced and pounded in the same way it had when I went to Jerusalem in 2000 and visited al-Aqsa Mosque. I wanted to run to that oasis and touch the isolated and prohibited area of my homeland. A sudden rush of adrenaline filled my body.

Families sat on the ground with their kids, who wore the national Palestinian dress or camouflage uniforms. When I asked them to pose for a picture, each kid held up the name of the town his/her family originally came from and a sign that read, “We will return.” For a fanciful moment, I imagined that today was actually the day of return. All of the people gathered there greeted each other with, “Inshallah, we will all return.” Gaza happens to be my native homeland, but I was envious, so I said to my friends there: “I’m going back, too. All of Palestine is my country.”

I pointed to the closed border area, where the barbed fence and armed watchtowers were located, and said to my kids with a half-cracked voice, “See, that is Palestine. See how beautiful it is.” As the sirens of ambulances intermingled with the vociferous speeches and national songs, I realized there would always be martyrs. As long as Palestine is not free, and as long as we are locked up in the big cage that is Gaza and denied the right to live like other ordinary humans around the world, there will always be young people willing to sacrifice their lives for the sake of the sacred soil of Palestine.

At that moment, we were all one. Everyone there was united under one flag and one motto: We have a right to return to Palestinians’ historic homeland. This overwhelming feeling of unity long has been missing, especially in Gaza. As I pondered the faces of my people there with me, one fact was clear to me more than ever: None of us had anything more valuable to lose than what we already had—our home.

The fearless ones, mostly young men, ventured close to the border even though they were not armed—they couldn’t resist getting a closer glimpse of their occupied homeland. They were as vulnerable as us women and posed no threat. Yet as they had threatened, Israeli snipers were positioned to kill these dreamers. The Israeli occupation forces also fired teargas canisters at the crowds.

The toll at the end of the day was 16 martyrs and more than 1,500 wounded. But being a Palestinian and standing up for our rights has meant sacrifice since our first displacement in 1948. My family and I will not back down.

A version of this post was originally published by We Are Not Numbers. 

Rana Shubair

Rana Shubair is a Palestinian writer with the We Are Not Numbers campaign and the author of the book "In Gaza I Dare to Dream." She was born in Cairo and spent her teenage years in the U.S. before returning to Gaza. She is a stationery hoarder, especially of bookmarks, and never says no to a good cup of coffee.

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  1. eljay on April 3, 2018, 12:13 pm

    … Everyone there was united under one flag and one motto: We have a right to return to Palestinians’ historic homeland. …

    I would choose a different motto – something as clear and accurate as “We have a right to return to our homeland” – given that Zionists have already co-opted the term “historic homeland” and using the same motto will only serve to reinforce their claim that:
    – geographic Palestine is the “historic homeland” of every person in the world who chooses to be/come Jewish; and
    – the religion-based identity of Jewish grants to those who choose to hold it the right to a religion-supremacist “Jewish State” in as much as possible of Palestine.

  2. mondonut on April 4, 2018, 11:19 am

    This is precisely the sort of nonsense that contributes to the continued misery of Gaza and its people. Denying that Israel exists (everything across the fence is Palestine) and clinging to a non-existent and never to be realized Right of Return is foolishness.

    • eljay on April 4, 2018, 12:59 pm

      || mon donut: This is precisely the sort of nonsense that contributes to the continued misery of Gaza and its people. … ||

      Whatever nonsense the Palestinians contribute to the situation is easily over-matched by the deliberate acts of injustice and immorality Zionists and the “Jewish State” project have been committing for decades, including Israel’s:
      – military occupation and colonization of territory outside of its / Partition borders;
      – land, sea, air, financial and economic blockade of Gaza; and
      – refusal to allow refugees from Israel to return to their homes and lands.

      The rapist kidnaps women, chains them in his basement and repeatedly brutalizes them. But because the women lash out at him, Zionists conclude that the women – and not the rapist who, they argue, is entitled to “self-determine” himself in them – are to blame for their woes.

      • Misterioso on April 4, 2018, 3:53 pm


        Well and truly stated!! For 70 years, the indigenous Palestinian Arabs have been under the boot of Zionist fascists of foreign origin. However, the fate that befell Germany’s Third Reich awaits Israel, Judaism’s new “Golden Calf.”
        Zeev Sternhell**
        Jan 19, 2018 – Haaretz

        Opinion: “In Israel, Growing Fascism and a Racism Akin to Early Nazism”

        “I frequently ask myself how a historian in 50 or 100 years will interpret our period. When, he will ask, did people in Israel start to realize that the state that was established in the War of Independence, on the ruins of European Jewry and at the cost of the blood of combatants some of whom were Holocaust survivors, had devolved into a true monstrosity for its non-Jewish inhabitants. When did some Israelis understand that their cruelty and ability to bully others, Palestinians or Africans, began eroding the moral legitimacy of their existence as a sovereign entity?”

        ** Zeev Sternhell is a Polish-born Israeli historian, political scientist, commentator on the Israeli–Palestinian conflict, and writer. He is one of the world’s leading experts on fascism. Sternhell headed the Department of Political Science at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem and writes for Haaretz newspaper.

      • mondonut on April 4, 2018, 7:47 pm


        Whataboutery noted.

      • eljay on April 4, 2018, 8:44 pm

        || mon donut: @eljay

        Whataboutery noted. ||

        Since there wasn’t any to note, you imagined it.

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