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‘The occupation feels like it is here to stay and that I should forget my dreams’: snapshots from three young Palestinians

Three Palestinian young people share the tremendous challenges they face due to the Israeli occupation.

The following articles appeared in the 2021 Christmas Alert compiled by the Christian Palestinian Initiative Kairos Palestine. This year’s alert—”Highlighting the Palestinians unity in struggle, resistance, and hope”—featured glimpses of life across the West Bank, Jerusalem, Gaza, and Israel. Below are the excerpts of three young people we shared with our members over the last month. One is from Yasmine, a 25-year-old from Bethlehem, and two are anonymously published accounts from teenagers who live in the Hebron area. Our aim in sharing their stories is to show the everyday challenges and realities these young men and women face.


Palestinian Life Without an Identity Card

I am 25 years old. I have a law degree. 

And I am one of many “stateless” people living in Palestine. 

Why? My parents have different residency statuses. Born in Jerusalem, my father carries the blue Jerusalem ID (issued by Israel), and his mother is also an East Jerusalem resident. But, my mother has a green ID (Palestinian), as she was born in the West Bank. Due to complications, my mother was in Bethlehem, in the West Bank, when I was born. At my birth, I was issued a Jerusalem ID number and my parents were told that I would receive an official Jerusalem ID when I turned 16.

Not much thought was given to my ID card until my parents planned a family trip to Sharm El Sheikh in Egypt. I went with my father to Israel’s Ministry of Interior to get the necessary documents for traveling. That’s when I heard of the shocking news. I had been withdrawn from Israel’s system without ever receiving an official notification.

I am only one of many “stateless people” living in Palestine. I have lost hope of ever leaving my hometown.

Excited to travel for the first time, I was devastated. How would I tell my mother? I wanted to be strong for my family. I didn’t want to show my disappointment to my friends. On the outside, I took the news well. But at age 14, I was depressed. I told my mother this was only a temporary problem, that the lawyer would fix it. I encouraged my family to travel no matter what, in order not to lose the fees paid for tickets and hotels. And while I unpacked my bags, I didn’t put my clothes away hoping that any minute I might get a call that I could pick up my ID card. That call never came. I stayed with my grandmother while my family traveled.

Lawyers that my parents hired promised that I would receive my ID soon. Two years later, my school planned a trip to Switzerland. But when my schoolmates left on the trip, I still didn’t have my ID. 

I still don’t. So, I am only one of many “stateless people” living in Palestine. I have lost hope of ever leaving my hometown. My parents continue to spend their savings on lawyers fighting for my citizenship, for a normal life.

Think of anything for which you need an ID – getting a driver’s license, opening a bank account, applying for a credit card, getting health insurance, owning a home, traveling abroad. I can’t travel to complete my Master’s degree. I can’t think about having children, because without my citizenship my kids could end up like me: stateless. 

I studied law to become a lawyer and defend people’s rights. I work in an attorney’s office. I hope to pass the Palestinian bar. May the time come when I can successfully argue my case to obtain a residency ID card and live in my city Jerusalem.

Yasmine Awad, a Christian living in Jerusalem, has been stuck in her hometown for 25 years. Having no citizenship, she is denied many basic human rights.


Palestinians repair a tent destroyed by heavy storms in the southern West Bank village of Susiya near Hebron on January 8, 2013. (Photo: Mamoun Wazwaz/APA Images)

Stop the demolition orders

A. chose to share his story anonymously.

I am 16 years old. I live in Susiya, a village in the South Hebron Hills, south in the West Bank, Palestine. In Susiya there are around 450 residents. People in my village depend on farming and herding for a living. Due to the situation, some work with NGOs to document and report what is happening here. 

We have been living in this area since before 1948 and have the evidence to prove it. Our families were kicked out of their original homes because Israel claimed we were living on an archaeological site. A few years later my family was removed again when the Israeli authorities loaded everything on trucks and dropped it off 15 kilometers away. Our water wells were destroyed. We were forced to build our homes on our grazing lands. This is where I live now.

As a student, I go to a mixed school in Susiya. The school structure is built from aluminum. In the summer, it is too hot to sit inside and during the winter it is freezing cold. If there is any rain, we are unable to hear each other or the teacher because of the noise of the raindrops hitting the aluminum roof and walls. A storm during the winter could damage the school structure and disrupt our studies entirely. 

As our school is in Area C, the Israeli military issued a demolition order on our school. Every day my sisters, cousins and I go to school on foot. Each day we walk 1.5 kilometers, risking the harassment of settlers and the Israeli military, as there is a settlement near Susiya. 

As a child living in Susiya, all I ask for: stop the demolition of my house, stop the demolition of my school, give us permission to develop our village.

When I was in the sixth grade something happened to me that I cannot forget. As I was returning home from school, I noticed that an Israeli civilian car passing by. Suddenly, the passengers of the vehicle exited and started following me. I started running home but it turned out that those chasing me were actually police forces dressed as civilians. They forcefully entered our house, pointed their guns towards me, and physically attacked my mother. The settlers and the military around here are really violent; they are not afraid to attack women and children. 

As a child living in Susiya, all I ask for—I think this is the request of every child here: stop the demolition of my house, stop the demolition of my school, give us permission to build structures and develop our village. I want to continue my education and live in safety and peace.


Daily Life in Hebron

N. chose to share her story anonymously.

I am 17 years old. I live in the Tel Rumeida neighborhood in the city of Hebron. When I am not in school, I volunteer for a Human Rights Defenders association. I document the settler and IDF attacks against the people of my neighborhood and participate in some of the gathering’s activities, such as organizing English and Hebrew language courses with the aim of using them to present the Palestinian cause in the region.

In Tel Rumeida, there are three military checkpoints, so my life in this area is completely different from the lives of people who live abroad. For example, when I go to school and come back, my experience differs from that of other students in more normal situations. Soldiers at the checkpoints search me and my bag. 

I aspire to become a doctor in the future, but day-by-day I feel the obstacles of the occupation increasing in front of my dream.

When I was 13, I used to wake up to the sounds of bullets. It may not sound scary when I tell it, but for me, there is nothing more difficult than hearing the echo of bullets. You close your eyes in fear and when you open them you see a blood-drenched corpse on the ground. I’m not attempting to narrate a graphic story; I’m sharing with you my normal life. These examples are only a small part of what we experience and what others are experiencing in this region.

I aspire to become a doctor in the future, but day-by-day I feel the obstacles of the occupation increasing in front of my dream. The occupation feels like it is here to stay and that I should forget my dreams. 

My daily life

When I wake up in the morning, sometimes I wake up normally, and sometimes, like as I wrote, I wake up to the sounds of sound bombs and bullets. Suffering as I do with breathing problems, sometimes I awake to the smell of teargas.

Stopped and searched on my way to school, I am often late. And I’ve learned to expect the same treatment on my way home.

As for my family, my father suffers from mobility issues and cannot carry the things we need for the house. Cars are forbidden by the Israelis from reaching the area that we live in, so simple tasks like refilling our gas bottles are a significant problem for my dad. My mother worries that something bad will happen to my brothers as they wait outside for my father to return. Being late can make the difference between life and death. We have known a number of young people who were killed for being at the wrong place at the wrong time.

I am here writing and sharing with you the tip of the iceberg of what our daily life looks like in Hebron. If I were to share the full details of our daily life, I couldn’t finish the paragraph. It would go on and on. I hope you will understand that I cannot describe what we are experiencing in words. Because living something is completely different from describing it.

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“Palestinian Life Without an Identity Card…”
It needs to be stressed that Israel controls the issue of identity cards to Palestinians – if the Israeli authorities think you don’t exist, then you don’t exist. From Btselem:

https://www.btselem.org/family_separation/20080529_unregistered_persons

Since the occupation began in 1967, Israel has exercised almost total control over the Palestinian population registry and has sole power to determine who is a Palestinian resident. In this capacity, Israel could enable children whose parents did not register them – a tendency that is more prominent as regards daughters – to obtain ID cards by applying the simple and relatively rapid solution is known as “late registration.” However, Israel refuses to authorize this procedure and insists, instead, on channeling these cases to the long and exhausting family unification procedure, which was created to enable a non-resident of the West Bank or Gaza Strip (generally spouses of residents of the Occupied Territories) to live there. Not only is the demand to apply for family unification ridiculous as regards people who have never lived apart from their families and have always resided in the West Bank, but the procedure cannot even be implemented, since Israel has frozen handling of all family unification requests over the last seven years.

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https://www.haaretz.com/opinion/.premium-the-ghosts-haunting-israel-s-wars-past-and-present-1.10458096
“The Ghosts Haunting Israel’s Wars, Past & Present” by Gideon Levy, Haaretz, Dec. 12/21
“The Haaretz editorial for Sunday calls for opening the archives to reveal the complete truth about what happened here in 1948, including all of the massacres & the war crimes committed by Israel Defense Forces soldiers in 1948-49. There is, of course, no demand for justice.
“After 73 years, the citizens of Israel are permitted to know what was done in their name during their country’s first war. The victims of that war are also permitted to know all about the travails of their families & the crimes perpetrated against them. A state that is proud of its past does not conceal it. Only a state that is ashamed of its deeds conceals them. An Israel that conceals its past is a state that knows, deep in its heart, that its righteous birth came about through a great & deep sin.
“In the wake of the shocking article by Adam Raz in Friday’s Haaretz, disclosing massacres that were reported to the cabinet & concealed ever since, without any of the criminals being punished appropriately, it is indeed time to face the truth, deal with its implications & learn its lessons. The editorial is convinced that when the truth comes to light, it will provoke penetrating public discussion throughout the country. The editorial is mistaken.
“That ship sailed a long time ago. Opening the archives & revealing the truth will neither help nor hinder. The process of repression & denial, of erasing reality & replacing it with an alternative reality, fabricating justifications for any iniquity & the spreading of lies & false propaganda, which began immediately after the war & has never stopped, has succeeded above & beyond all expectations.
“The door to the truth is closed to Israelis. Most do not see Palestinians as human beings like themselves, & therefore anything is permitted of the state. Tell them now about massacres, & most will shrug their shoulders. Only Haaretz will agree to publish the stories, & few readers will be shocked: They will be derided as ‘purists.’ (cont’d)

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“The vast majority will adhere to the ‘truth’ that has been drilled into their heads: There was no choice, we don’t want to think about what would have happened had the situation been reversed, we were the few against the many, the Arabs started it, they rejected partition – and of course, the Holocaust. No massacre story, however barbaric, can change anything now. Israel has barricaded itself inside its narrative, and nothing can crack the wall. Penetrating public discussion? More like a penetrating public yawn.
“It is not by chance that Israel finds itself in this situation. It is not its past that haunts it. It is not the past it denies. Israel conceals its past in order to justify its present. The dark side of its past did not end in 1948 – it has never ended. Methods changed, as have the dimensions, but the policies, the moral standards & the attitude to Arabs haven’t changed an iota. If we admit to the 1948 Hula massacre, we would also have to admit to the criminal killing Friday of the ninth protester from the village of Beita. If we admit that we concealed & covered up the connection to the 1948 Al-Burj massacre, we would also have to admit to lying about the justification for executing the stabber at Jerusalem’s Damascus Gate on December 4th.
“Therefore, it’s best for Israel to keep on covering up the destruction & the killing by planting more & more Jewish National Fund groves, meant to ensure that the truth never peeks out through the pines. It would be hard to deal with, after so many years of being told that we are always right, that we are the victims, that we have the most moral army in the world, that we were the few against the many & that Arabs are natural-born killers.
“Had 1948 ended in 1948, had its crimes ceased then, there would have been no problem admitting the truth today, to regret, to apologize, even to pay restitution. But because 1948 never ends, & what we did then to the Palestinians we continue to do now, only more forcefully, we can’t get worked up over what happened then, lest it undermine the faith in what we are still doing. Therefore, dear editorial, the mechanisms of whitewash & justification will cover up any disclosure from 1948. No public discussion will be provoked. Please don’t disturb, we are carrying on – with the same crimes, or similar ones.”

I’ve been to Tel Rumeida. And I’ve been to Susya – stayed in a tent, possibly that same tent.